My IBD Life

Anxiety: Living in a storm

Unforeseen, Overpowered, Uncontrolled ,  these are only some of the things that come to mind when thinking of My IBD Life. The incompetence to conquest not only the pains but the metal drain is beginning to get to me, the inability to walk a short distance with out the strain of being short of breath , The more nerve-racking sights, mucus in stool, bloody mucus in vomit, unexplained bruising. The “want” to be able to do more but in reality only having the ability to do less. The constant thoughts of “what if?” what if it gets worse and I miss to much of my course? what if we try a new treatment and it doesn’t work? or just makes matters worse? What if my GI has know idea what he’s talking about? What if I loss the only remaining friends I have by being sick constantly? What if I loss myself throughout this journey of the sick? Inadequate….Living with the unknown.

from my old backward, taken with Nikon D3100 on manual settings.

from my old backyard, taken with Nikon D3100 on manual settings.

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About MerandaRoben

I am a Freelance Photographer... You can contact me by sending me a message on facebook or by email at meranda-roben@live.ca Or call the number on the business card. The best ways to contact me is by calling the number on the business card or sending me a message on facebook. I enjoying doing all kinds of photography but i would have to say street photography is my favourite. I like to photograph events and work in event and family portrait photography, if you would like me to photograph your event or do some family portraits just send me a message or give me a call . I also enjoy writing and i'm going to be working more on my journalism skills. I want to become either a photographic journalist or a documentary photographers. Feel free to check out all my photos and give me feed back. I have been living with Crohn's disease since my diagnosis in April 2012. Through my work I want to be able to bring light to Crohn’s disease and show other’s that it is very possible to live a full happy healthy successful life even with the ups and down’s of this life long disease. I plan to start writing a Monthly blog on my rise to become a professional photographer it will be in titled “Rise to Pro: One Snapshot at a time” That will hopefully begin July 22 2013. By Now most if not all of you are aware that I have a form of IBD. I have one of the two most common forms of IBD, Crohn’s disease. I have recently decided to become an IBD activist in the form of a writing blog and I guess a “in person educator” if you would. I will be discussing everything that goes into my IBD life with this blog and when I say everything I mean EVERYTHING, All the detail of which some would be to embarrassed/scared to discuss in a public form I will write about in hopes that through this I will inspire others With IBD to be more open with them selves and be confident in who they are. It is entitled “My IBD Life.
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3 Responses to My IBD Life

  1. Pingback: My IBD Life | Photography By: Meranda Roben O'Hara

  2. IBD is a rough journey. I hope you find a method that works for you. I know too well what it’s like to wonder about the efficacy of a new treatment. Thanks for following my blog girl. Beautiful photo btw:)

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